DAMN

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired

I'm sick of assignments ~~~~~!!!!!!

STUPID ASSIGNMENTS AND PROJECT

I WISH I CAN THROW EHM AWAY AND MIND NOTHING

I SHOULD HIRE SOMEBODY TO HELP ME DO THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS

I WANNA SLEEP SO BADLY

I HATE MY TEACHER~~~!!!!!! ONE OF EHM TOLD ME NOT TO SLEEP AND REST ~!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNNN

WHERE'S MY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOM

I WANT A ROBOT , I WANT DORAEMON , I WANT A MAID ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I WANT SOMEBODY TO REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF MY WORK ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Headache ? Not that only

Walking alone , walking all by myself .
Turning my head around , is there anyone to hold me , to pacify me .
Not feeling well , not getting better .
My heart ache , my head ache. Every part of my body is so wrong .
I stress my mind to let the words come out ....
I close my eyes to let my self relax .. but still my condition didn't get any better .

Every month .. Girls problem . Sigh . Gotta get to bed earlier .

Afraid to believe

There's a big huge scare , what if there's no religion in this world . What will be going on ?

Being a Buddhist since it was my family religion , but half of me is self religion . And there's

"very kind" religion . That have a lot of very kind society asking "non their religion " to follow there steps and to believe what they believe. I'm in doubt , everytime I join i feel the weakess part of me , I cried .. but the reason is what I feel is that everybody will feel the same thing too .. so it's not a big deal . Well do ask for "his" favour " , but I don't think it works .. So I still don't think I believe in it . Perhaps I do give a try in my future . .. But I don't think it will be a try , once you get inside you will be poisonate .... So just let it be . See what will gonna happen .

Mirror mirror who's the me inside me

Staring at you , there's nothing to hide . I have nothing to hide .

I tell you every words without lies , there's no need to lie to you .

I talk to you and tell you what have you ever done so far ?

Did you appreciate you yourself ? Did you like every part of you yourself?

Ever try to know much more better of yourself ?

Every part of your body isn't that bad , to be a better one out there .

To be a better one out there ? You have to work harder , work harder for yourself .

That's the way you love yourself .

Want a better life? I know all you want is can do whatever brilliantly .

Then you have to work hard . Never give up things so easily .

LEARNING TO WORK HARD FOR MYSELF , IT'S THE WAY OF MOVING AND LOVING

ME MYSELF .

愛自己

想家想瘋了， 想愛想到無奈。。

人身在國外， 人顧自孤單。。。

太陽升起 ， 又一天的人生經歷。。

月亮那微微的光芒， 微微的笑這。

人生一點一點的在走， 一天一天的結束這。。

雙手卻是兩手空空， 這一路來抓過了什麽？錯過了什麽？

渺茫的人生， 唯有自己才可以為自己做什麽。

我要更愛我自己。

I'M day DREAMING AGAIN ..

It's been days after days non stop doing assignments . It 'll never be done tll the day I'm graduate ...

I 'm hoping so much I will have a player friend dragging me out to club or meeting up with cool people ..I'm so pissed off ...all the path I walk and walk is alway's the same direction..to school , to buy food , to go somewhere else that's mostly I've been to ..sigh ...and when I'm struggling with ass ...all the time I do is just sitting on the same chair and table ...I've day dreaming that one day I might wake up in a big big place and have lots of interesting stuff that I WOULD NOT GET BORED for the entire of my lifetime ..

If one day ..no just for a second ..just let me see what's outside there ..outside the earth , out of my place , out of my mind ..let me have a short glance ...amuse .. If it really happen , and you cannot go back to where you are belong's to . will you ever care ?? I've been thinking about this from just now ..I wonder I will most probably love to stay . Do whatever that I've no idea at all is fun ~!! Out from human mind and act like other kind ... It's so cool . BUt BUt what if it's a place that you cant' see anything at all , or maybe it's all cover with thick haze or it's too smelly that you can hardly breathe .. If this happen I think I will still die gladly ...I'm still glad to experience the out of human mind world ..

If I could ever choose where to live ..THE LORD OF THE RING I SAY `!!!!! How glad I would be just GOLLUM or just the ring ..How sad it was just a story ..

REALITY CANNOT BE FANTASY..FANTASY CANNOT BE REAL ..
IF THIS WORD HAVE THE OPPOSITE ...

I want to say hello to Hitler and ask why don't he fight with Bush .

Blathering

I don't think I have best friend , and if yes she or he won't be reading my blog .
I don't think I will become a fashion designer after graduate , then why the hell I am studying Fashion design ? And I think probably I will fell in love with a fashion company director and run the business together , but I don't think there's any in the Chinese area .. due to this ..I don't think I can get a man of mine in Malaysia .. AND MOST OF THE MAN IN THIS EARTH , 80 percents of them got their brain "Sex" up . And lot's OF MAN are SO DAMN CHILDISH ...
ANd so I don't think I will get a boyfriend until there's someone show up to be like nobody ...
FACE IS THE SIGNAL OF BEAUTY , BEAUTY IS THE SIGNAL OF IMAGE , IMAGE IS THE SIGNAL OF PERSONALITY , PERSONALITY IS THE SIGNAL OF WHO ARE YOU GOING TO BE WITH . And so you can see what kind of person mix their kind of person . BUt I think I judge people with FACE and PERSONALITY together . I do admit I like handsome man ,Yes ~!why not ? Isn't everbody is like that also ? But not only handsome ...there's many range .

Let me tell you guys my good and handsome man range .

TYPE A : OWWW HE'S JUST PERFECT IN EVERYWHERE~!!

TYPE B
+ : NOT THE BAD IN EVERYWHERE .

TYPE B -: GOOD PERSONALITY , ABILITY .AND CAN SPEAK AND WRITE WELL . The bad things is only he has no money , not goodlooking or whatever it is ?

Type C : Okay , I don't think I wanna write this ....

Everyone deserve themsleves the best . That's why I don't mind waiting for TYPE A TO B - .

And Glaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad to be SINGLE ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and that's all for my blathering .