Afraid to believe

There's a big huge scare , what if there's no religion in this world . What will be going on ?

Being a Buddhist since it was my family religion , but half of me is self religion . And there's

"very kind" religion . That have a lot of very kind society asking "non their religion " to follow there steps and to believe what they believe. I'm in doubt , everytime I join i feel the weakess part of me , I cried .. but the reason is what I feel is that everybody will feel the same thing too .. so it's not a big deal . Well do ask for "his" favour " , but I don't think it works .. So I still don't think I believe in it . Perhaps I do give a try in my future . .. But I don't think it will be a try , once you get inside you will be poisonate .... So just let it be . See what will gonna happen .