miserable.

It's been a long long time I haven't stop by ..Well I'm kinda lazy nowadays especially these day,it's burning my pants off ..Not mean to b rude but it's really roasting!!Because of the weather I wish to jump into a cool pool ..Did anyone know if there's one exist??Well ..Let's go through to my main topic for this post..

How can somebody pretend to don't know when there's mistake on their own...
I said so because I was kinda sad for being not able to improve my cello skill in a short time,since I was 16 years old I begun my cello lesson until now it had been 4 years long course !!One must improve in such a long time..But I'm improving my playing skill but not yet for putting more feeling in it??!! And my mum kept mumbling bla n bla ...Making me more concern in this problem..So how can one will b beside me all the time to correct my mistake..Nobody ..
although there's teacher to teach me but I felt that I still not good enough for it..Well I'm really not getting through it!!!!!!!!!!!I wish that one day I could suddenly realise all the thingy about cello ...Sounds good?Huh?!!!Well..dunno when ..It might be not happen ..