SUNRISE WANTED

Wall e month

2008-08-28T12:27:00.007+08:00

Mum's calling to hang up laundry.

Went out with frens previous night , watched Wall E , such a cute and beautifully drawn DA .
Hoping one day i can also draw such cute film out , dunno mayb after some years later i might b taking up Digital Animation class . For now just stick my butt on the sewing chair , SIGH*

Wall e and Eve

2 more day's and i will be back to Bloody hell place aka Taipei ....No more delicious food of Malaysia and Penang .... have to start to take care of ownself ...

THINGS TO DO AT THERE :

unpacked luggage

unpacked boxes of stuffs

pay school fees

renew student id of next sem

be nice to room mate

stay clam and nice although there's unhappy things at first sight

Ok that's all for the important must do things all above

homemade bibimbab

2008-08-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

FEELS GOOD NAH NAH NAH NAH NA NA .

Passed!

2008-07-01T05:17:00.003+08:00

I finally passed an exam.

9 to go.

1 step closer.

I enjoy those time suffering in the sea of assignments and projects

2008-06-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

I was thinking to close this blog and start a new blog wich is not so emo, so that i can share my life and write it down like a dairy . Take alot of picture and post ehm out and print out . Someday I may publish them . Well , emo need to release ..BUT if i close the old blog ...okay i decided to leave it and only emo posts in there .

ANYBODY HAVE ANY SUGGESTION ? YOU MAY SPEAK YOUR WORDS Out.

Looking for an EXIST

2008-05-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

Everyone have a mask , so do you . Nobody can be perfect .So am I .
I speak with weird sentences and accents , why can't I ? So stop teasing.
I don't ever wanna be there in your complicated condition , I don't want to listen .
I don't want to care , I just want to be silent .

Everyone's have a mask , nothing is real or true . WHO CARE ??
What makes your belief so strong?? Nothing can be real . Watch out ...
Whoever smile at you will stab you on your back , whoever care about you will
not be so nice when you make up a mess . Nobody can be Jessus or Buddha .

Nobody's Perfect ! Remember that ~!!

So hold your mask tight and keep your mouth shut .

Lazy to move

2008-05-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

FINAL FINAL FINAL FINAL

I AM WAITING FOR MY FINAL ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAZY LAZY LAZY

I WANT TO THROW EVERYTHING INTO DUST .

FINAL FINAL FINAL

I AM WAITING TO SPEND MY WHOLE DAY JUST SITTING IN FRONT OF THE TV

HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY

I WANT HOLIDAY

FINAL FINAL FINAL

3 MORE WEEKS TO GO

I'M COUNTING ONE ,TWO ,THREE

ONE WEEK , TWO WEEK , 3 WEEK

WILL BE HOLIDAY ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SMILING WIDE , HOLIDAY SOON ~!!
CHEER UP ~! IT WILL BE HOLIDAY SOOOON~!!!

Life's life

2008-05-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

When the night falls , it's time to sleep
Everything has gone to silence .
Shuddering in the night time , close your eyes
My mind just keeps on going , never once it's stop for just a second .
Eveything is moving , no mather what had happend or might be happen
It's still moving , cover your eyes and cover your ears , yet still everything is still moving
Moving around , the world is moving .
The life is still moving , my soul is still there ..body and mind is still connecting ...
Nothing's wrong , there's life and it's still living .

WALK ON , WALK HARD , WAY YOU GO TO YOUR PARADISE .

DAMN

2008-05-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired

I'm sick of assignments ~~~~~!!!!!!

STUPID ASSIGNMENTS AND PROJECT

I WISH I CAN THROW EHM AWAY AND MIND NOTHING

I SHOULD HIRE SOMEBODY TO HELP ME DO THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS

I WANNA SLEEP SO BADLY

I HATE MY TEACHER~~~!!!!!! ONE OF EHM TOLD ME NOT TO SLEEP AND REST ~!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNNN

WHERE'S MY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOM

I WANT A ROBOT , I WANT DORAEMON , I WANT A MAID ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I WANT SOMEBODY TO REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF MY WORK ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Headache ? Not that only

2008-04-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

Walking alone , walking all by myself .
Turning my head around , is there anyone to hold me , to pacify me .
Not feeling well , not getting better .
My heart ache , my head ache. Every part of my body is so wrong .
I stress my mind to let the words come out ....
I close my eyes to let my self relax .. but still my condition didn't get any better .

Every month .. Girls problem . Sigh . Gotta get to bed earlier .

Afraid to believe

2008-04-12T21:56:00.004+08:00

There's a big huge scare , what if there's no religion in this world . What will be going on ?

Being a Buddhist since it was my family religion , but half of me is self religion . And there's

"very kind" religion . That have a lot of very kind society asking "non their religion " to follow there steps and to believe what they believe. I'm in doubt , everytime I join i feel the weakess part of me , I cried .. but the reason is what I feel is that everybody will feel the same thing too .. so it's not a big deal . Well do ask for "his" favour " , but I don't think it works .. So I still don't think I believe in it . Perhaps I do give a try in my future . .. But I don't think it will be a try , once you get inside you will be poisonate .... So just let it be . See what will gonna happen .

Mirror mirror who's the me inside me

2008-04-03T20:44:00.005+08:00

Staring at you , there's nothing to hide . I have nothing to hide .

I tell you every words without lies , there's no need to lie to you .

I talk to you and tell you what have you ever done so far ?

Did you appreciate you yourself ? Did you like every part of you yourself?

Ever try to know much more better of yourself ?

Every part of your body isn't that bad , to be a better one out there .

To be a better one out there ? You have to work harder , work harder for yourself .

That's the way you love yourself .

Want a better life? I know all you want is can do whatever brilliantly .

Then you have to work hard . Never give up things so easily .

LEARNING TO WORK HARD FOR MYSELF , IT'S THE WAY OF MOVING AND LOVING

ME MYSELF .

愛自己

2008-03-30T11:20:00.008+08:00

想家想瘋了，想愛想到無奈。。

人身在國外，人顧自孤單。。。

太陽升起，又一天的人生經歷。。

月亮那微微的光芒，微微的笑這。

人生一點一點的在走，一天一天的結束這。。

雙手卻是兩手空空，這一路來抓過了什麽？錯過了什麽？

渺茫的人生，唯有自己才可以為自己做什麽。

我要更愛我自己。

I'M day DREAMING AGAIN ..

2008-03-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

It's been days after days non stop doing assignments . It 'll never be done tll the day I'm graduate ...

I 'm hoping so much I will have a player friend dragging me out to club or meeting up with cool people ..I'm so pissed off ...all the path I walk and walk is alway's the same direction..to school , to buy food , to go somewhere else that's mostly I've been to ..sigh ...and when I'm struggling with ass ...all the time I do is just sitting on the same chair and table ...I've day dreaming that one day I might wake up in a big big place and have lots of interesting stuff that I WOULD NOT GET BORED for the entire of my lifetime ..

If one day ..no just for a second ..just let me see what's outside there ..outside the earth , out of my place , out of my mind ..let me have a short glance ...amuse .. If it really happen , and you cannot go back to where you are belong's to . will you ever care ?? I've been thinking about this from just now ..I wonder I will most probably love to stay . Do whatever that I've no idea at all is fun ~!! Out from human mind and act like other kind ... It's so cool . BUt BUt what if it's a place that you cant' see anything at all , or maybe it's all cover with thick haze or it's too smelly that you can hardly breathe .. If this happen I think I will still die gladly ...I'm still glad to experience the out of human mind world ..

If I could ever choose where to live ..THE LORD OF THE RING I SAY `!!!!! How glad I would be just GOLLUM or just the ring ..How sad it was just a story ..

REALITY CANNOT BE FANTASY..FANTASY CANNOT BE REAL ..
IF THIS WORD HAVE THE OPPOSITE ...

I want to say hello to Hitler and ask why don't he fight with Bush .

Blathering

2008-03-14T13:30:00.005+08:00

I don't think I have best friend , and if yes she or he won't be reading my blog .
I don't think I will become a fashion designer after graduate , then why the hell I am studying Fashion design ? And I think probably I will fell in love with a fashion company director and run the business together , but I don't think there's any in the Chinese area .. due to this ..I don't think I can get a man of mine in Malaysia .. AND MOST OF THE MAN IN THIS EARTH , 80 percents of them got their brain "Sex" up . And lot's OF MAN are SO DAMN CHILDISH ...
ANd so I don't think I will get a boyfriend until there's someone show up to be like nobody ...
FACE IS THE SIGNAL OF BEAUTY , BEAUTY IS THE SIGNAL OF IMAGE , IMAGE IS THE SIGNAL OF PERSONALITY , PERSONALITY IS THE SIGNAL OF WHO ARE YOU GOING TO BE WITH . And so you can see what kind of person mix their kind of person . BUt I think I judge people with FACE and PERSONALITY together . I do admit I like handsome man ,Yes ~!why not ? Isn't everbody is like that also ? But not only handsome ...there's many range .

Let me tell you guys my good and handsome man range .

TYPE A : OWWW HE'S JUST PERFECT IN EVERYWHERE~!!

TYPE B
+ : NOT THE BAD IN EVERYWHERE .

TYPE B -: GOOD PERSONALITY , ABILITY .AND CAN SPEAK AND WRITE WELL . The bad things is only he has no money , not goodlooking or whatever it is ?

Type C : Okay , I don't think I wanna write this ....

Everyone deserve themsleves the best . That's why I don't mind waiting for TYPE A TO B - .

And Glaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad to be SINGLE ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and that's all for my blathering .

2008-03-11T19:07:00.003+08:00

Assignments assignments ......

AAAaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaAAaAaaAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Please somebody please ask those "NICE " teacher to reduce the amouNT of ASS !!PLEASE ~!!!!!!

I WANT TO PLAY WHOLE DAY LIKE NOBODY BUSSINESS ~!! I WANT TO SLEEP LIKE A BABY ~!!I WANT TO EAT LIKE A PIG~!! I WANT TO BATH LIKE A PRINCESS ~!! I WANT TO DO WHATEVER I LIKE ONLY ~!! I WANT TO ~!! I WANT TO ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T WANT TO WORK LIKE AN ANT ~!! I DON'T WANT TO DO THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS ~~!!!!!!!

DON'T ~!DON'T~!

FREEEEEEEEEEEDDDOOOMM

I WANT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brain cell collapsing

2008-03-06T17:17:00.001+08:00

AAAHHHH BRAIN STORMING

Can't stop thinking of IDEA'S to work out my assignments ...Urggh.. Hopefully I can dream out some effective idea tonight .. No NOT some, I need ALLOT . I don't want to impress my lecturer or whoever that see my work .. I wanna impress me myself ..

Okay ..Maybe you guys can help me to think of some . What material can be represent as SOLEMN ?? For example like mercury ??

.................................................................................................THINKING ...THINKING ...I CAN'T STOP THINKING ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIH CHIEN fashion week

2008-03-05T20:58:00.008+08:00

　　　　one of my 3rd year senior . Preparing for his turn .

Fashion design students mOdel catwalking for JUDGES .

fashion design senior with his model and outfits.

high heels really kill our legs

everybody standing outside watching those model catwalking inside the hall

FINAL WILL BE COMING SOON . aT ABOVE IS FIRST ROUND RUNNER .

SMALL

2008-02-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

small wardrobe

reading table ......................

roommate and room

Pant's on fire

2008-02-21T22:08:00.005+08:00

Incident yet accident .

Yesterday I went to have dinner with friends . I oredered a kimchi steamboat , AND THEN IT WAS TOO HOT and I asked the waiter to help me to blow off the fire . Well , he's soooo smart and grab only one side and got the cloth burnt , not only the cloth got burnt ,my pant's on fire too ~!!! I am very calm and quickly pat away the fire with bare hands .

WELL , how poor is the service .They did not request to pay my pants fee but only got me a free meal. Fine then , I don't really matter so much as long as my pants is still wearable and I din got burnt . The only thing I mind Is what if he met a babarian or a mafia or whatever . He will never be so lucky and felt so sorry . He may need to quit his work or pay for his careless and stupid act . What I CAN say is ,he's really lucky to meet a nice person at the first time HE MAKE SUCH A SERIOUS MISTAKE. Lucky huh ???

Whatever. I'M STILL GLAD AND STILL MANAGE TO ENJOY MY MEAL . What a lucky man he is and I am so lucky to experience it .

AND I

Will never ever order KIMCHI STEAMBOAT AT THERE ANYMORE .

I AM SOOOOO NOOOT WANNA GO BACK

2008-02-16T17:56:00.002+08:00

I'm so desperate . I dont wanna go back to Taiwan . The place that I've wrongly judge and think of. I am soooo sad that I wanna say why do Malaysia can't make a better place for their residents? Malaysia you can be any better than Taiwan ~!! The only thing you got to do is open up your mind and let whoever bangsar can sit on the damn chair . It's only the one thing you need to do so that we Malaysian can be a betteR place !!! GAWDDDDDD

That's why I hate politics and religion. So many this and that , need that and that , cannot this and that .....why make life sooo complicated???? Why not everyone of us paint ourself black
or ask those black one's to paint themselves white ??? Can anybody imagine?? This will be so good to everyone on this land . No more war and the world will be heaven and paradise . No more passport is need and visa . LONG LIVE AND HAPPILY WE ARE ~!@!!!~#@#!!

But now ....THANX GAWD ~!! THERE'S NO WAY WE CAN LIVE LIKE THAT BECAUSE WE ARE BORN TO IT .... WHAT A WORLD ............................................................................................

For those that think I am crazy .....yes whoever think I am crazy I am crazy ...IF NOT

I AM ALREADY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY ......CRAZY ........................................................

MY PreciousSSSS

2008-02-13T16:48:00.005+08:00

The King ~!!! My NUMBER one DARLING ~~!

WITHOUT YOU MY WORLD IS BLACK ~!!!!!!!

The Queen ~~!!!! MY Number 2 Honey .

My lovely Dad bought it for my 21st Birthday present .HohO gLADDD

aH LUT YOU WAIT TILL YOU ARE 21st years old laaa haha

'MAN MAN DANG ' GRINNING CHEEKILY :>

TOOK IT WITH MY NEW HONEY .

Still need to read for more tutorials and finish up the instruction book .

Let me polish up my skills and will post up some nice one here :>

I hate Taipei

2008-02-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

Too much cars and motorcycles

Lots of far too old buildings

Everywhere Is in traditional mandarin

70percents of them is smoking

Only a few of english written books in bookshop

Cheap and lousy things is their youngster fav

Entertainments show is bullshitting

Food here is not as good as you think

I have lots to complain ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks god I'm going to survive at here for such a time ...

Believe me that I love KL and Penang more than being here .

There I go I hate TAIPEI !

1st sem is not easy at all ...it's just the beggining of war ..

2008-01-11T14:34:00.001+08:00

Finally final exam for this sem is over . So far I've done it well ...how well ?
Not so bad and not so good .... But to reach the not so good and not so bad result is not easy at all ..well I'm not that kind of person who like to study especially all is in traditional mandarin~!!!
Shit I hate it soooooooo much . It brings me so many difficulties to write professionally in exam ..especially for Chinese essay ...god ~! simple title but i can only write with those simple traditional words ... sigh ..

I can't really believe that I 've to continue with those things four years ..I'm starting to get tired and it really stress my brain out a lot ..I believe my 2nd year will be like climbing a coconut tree to pluck those fresh coconut ...Well , nothing is easy ..No pain no gain .

Been thinking of is dream really matter so much to me ?? Well , for now i will say no , but maybe in the future I will have to admit they really do matter alot ... Why not ?
Everybody's working hard to gain what they want ... no doubt ..the only thing is future equals to good life ~!!

ok bla bla habis I wan to enjoy myself ~!!! Show time~!!!!!

Will be updating "I hate TAIPEI " for next post .

Happy nEW YEAR ~!!!

2008-01-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

I HAVE a short video for this ~!! Request for it if you wanna watch how great the fire work's .

I'M SO CLOSED TO 101 HIGHEST BUILDING IN ASIA ~!!!

JIng represent Lotus~!!!

2007-12-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

Have Farn in Adobe Photoshop~!!!!

Weekend

2007-12-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

今天啊。。
超級閒空。。雖然身旁還有課業要完成。管它的。

腦袋有一种念頭，要是可以早上醒來住的是一間日式木板屋。乾乾淨淨的，一個人一個房間。裏邊想怎樣裝飾都Fine ~!! Do whatever you like 多好啊啊啊啊。
然後早上起身就有美好的日式早點。。偶爾也來國際式的，越想越覺得超級棒的~~!! 讚啊~!!

中午沒有事可以找就住附近的朋友去逛街啦，看電影，或是在他房間聊天，胡鬧的。
搞不好可以順便住一晚都no problem 。多好啊啊啊啊。

晚餐哦，當然要有高湯和上等的米飯咯~~!!!
如果是韓式的話，就一定要有kimchi~!!!
日式的話就是Ramen ~! Sushi~! MISO 咯!!!!!
中餐嗎? 高湯，白飯，青菜，魚 and 東坡肉!! perfect NAAAA~!!!!!

想了一大堆，現實根本就和幻想的差好遠啊~~~!!!
現在啊，早餐和午餐就是BRANCH 啊啊啊啊 ..... 吃簡單的INSTANT OAT , INSTANT NOODLE 咯。。。最近因爲害怕吃太多泡面會變丑，所以就乖乖的去買3 樣菜就貴得離譜的經濟飯，真是的。。。又貴又不見得很好吃。。。無奈。。。

回到又小有擠的房間。。根本就小到納悶在心裏的那种~!!!!!!

現實還真是殘酷啊啊啊。

今年的生日願望要多
許願。。宿舍趕快裝修變得有一個人一間房。然後裏面要有廚房和要有很大很大的空間。

Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiissss~!!!!

2007-12-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Korea Kimchiiiiiiiiii~!!
Hmmmmm THE SMELL IS GOOD Let's eat ~!!YummmMMmmmYYYY

Hand Made by Jing !

2007-11-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

This bag is made for Lohas (Lifestyles of Health and Sustainability ) shopping bag competition held by my Uni . The bag have to use Bast Fibre ( by unit ) as it's main material . My creative design lecturer set it as a compulsory assignment for our class .How lucky yeah ?? Anyway I've done ~!! Sitting in the sewing room from 12 noon to 5.30 pm , thinking and measuring . Actually I dun have much idea what bag I want it to be , just made it with sense . Sewing , cutting and broke two needle ...I bother the machine too much and made the students in charge fed off cause she's the one who will have to repair it . Felt a bit sorry for her , cause the machine took a long time to repair . :p

Okay stop blah blah about the process .

Here goes JIng's first handmade bag ~!!

Front view

side view

inside view

Ingredients : Bast fibre (50 x70 length ) , a medium piece of cloth and threads .

Those materials used and the design itself follow the concept of convenient and Environmental protection idea !!

Les miserable

2007-11-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

Les Miserable is a musical composed in 1980 by french composer Claude -Michel Schonberg on a ligerto by Alain Boublil . The musical is based on the novel Les Miserables by Victor Hugo . Les Mis tells the story of the multiple characters . Well-known songs from the musical include "look down ", "I dreamed I dream " ," Master of the house","Do you hear the people sing?","On my own ","A little fall of Rain ","Bring me home","Empty Chairs at Empty tables ","stars","A Heart full of love ","At the end of the day ","Castel on A cloud","Red and Black ", and "One more day ".

Come to me

One day more

On my own

Here's a great orchestra plus opera drama for those who love ~!!! Their singing is tresbien ~!! Those who love the art of music should never miss !!

FAV ~!!

Enjoy ~!! :>

我不是神仙 I'm not GOD

2007-11-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

有太多的事情

There's too much things to care

有太多的需要

Too much needs

有太多的無知

Too much ignorant

有太多的煩惱

Too much problem

有太多的埋怨

Too much ignorant

有太多的

Too much emotion

有太多的太多

Too much Too much

我無法全都寫

It can't be write

我只能讓自己的心情平靜

I only can keep myself calm

Sick Is Hell ~!!

2007-11-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

Oh my Oh MY oH MY HEAD
Spinning like the tornado .
OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
mY HEAD ~!!!!! STOP TURNING ROUND AND ROUND or else i'm goin to bang you on DA FLOOR ~!!

Urgh I'm really feeling uncomfortable right now ..felt like wanna vomit .
OUchhhh ... What's wrong with ..My .. Oh my head . Not feeling well from the start of the day ...Hope I will get well soon ..AS SOON AS POSSIBLE !!!!

Feeling sick Is not FARN AT ALL ~!! Damn ~!!

Life's like that

2007-11-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

I wanna go home .

My heart's sorrow and my mood is low .

Closing my eyes's .

Imagine .

Everything is just so unrealistic .

I'm just a soul in a flesh ..

Soul .

Do a soul have a face ?

Shouldn't be the one here ,

Freedom .

If I can choose to . .

Dust .

Like I'm always complaining so much ,

Waiting ..

There's start , there will be an end .

Breathing .

My cute collection

2007-11-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

Big DOMO bag for Sewing class . RM 25

I forgot what it's call . RM 5

M y red octopus coin bag . Rm 15

Free Parkson gift . Do they have it in Malaysia too?

Being a human to be me

2007-10-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

There goes my theory of myself .

Pretty ? Nahhh
Smart ? Nope
Confident ? Not really .
Weird ? Not enough ..
Blur ? Yes .. because i have a pair of stupid ear ~!!

I will not blame others .. they are one part of me .They are the cause of me being blur all the time and mostly . Complain ? Always complain to the truth ...is there God outside there ? If yes ...with one pray can I get my eyes clear and my ear right ? They always say you can pray for anything , the god will always be there to help you . If it's true , why there's still war ?? Why is there so much people suffering ??

Life is great ?? Love your life ??

All I can believe now Is everybody eat , sleep , study , earn and do whatever a human will do . As I am a human .. so I have to do so . Although I think life is just a journey of nowhere ..
I still keep myself standing steady to be a human .
No worries .

Just to be a human .

BUzzzzz Time schedule .

2007-10-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

eVERYBODY WANT O0 BE A cat ~!!miaoooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Hello everyone ~!It's been quite a short time I haven't update my blog ..

Been busying and still BUSYING . Sigh ~..Never tired like this before .

Monday woke up at 8am

Rush to 10:10am -12:00pm Understanding Textile classes and continue to 13:10pm-16:00pm Basic Creative Design classes . For sure it will only end up at 17:00pm...Dinner time after that .

The rest hour I will probably stare at my laptop screen until 1 am or ...

Tuesday woke up at 7am

Rush to 8:10am -10:00am History of Art classes

Continue to Sewing and knitting classes from 10:10am -12:00pm , lunch break, 13:10pm-15:00pm .The classes will not end up so fast ..Naah ~~

we are hardworking person ..stay late till you are satisfy and finish your work .Usually I will stay until 17:00pm ..I can stay rather late than that ,but there will be night classes for other's .

Dinner time ..continue staring at my laptop screen till midnight ..

Wednesday it's my ' You are able to wake up late day

Well ..it is ..BUt I still woken up early by my "polite " roomates .sigh ~*

Shit and Hell yes $%#$#^^&*##$@. I want to sleep larh ~!!!!!

Noon , Sport ! Which is Ping pong classes , start from 13:10pm -15:00pm . There you go my most enjoyable class of the week ~!! We just need to be punctual and practice 'ping and pong' till classes end .

Another sigh ..I still have a Mandarin class at 6:00pm-8:00pm.

This class is rather childish and dammmmmmmmmnnnn boring ..

The teacher is teaching sentence bysentence according to the essay she give us .Oh my ~** words per words ..questioning and answering .

Her very slogan is 'Did anyone wanna answer or explain this word or sentence ? I WILL ADD HIM/HER MARKS 'Please larh how old are we ??? I thought this will only useful to kids ..anyhow ..I don't even wanna bother them.I FELT SO DAMN BORING AND SLEEPY ~!!!!

Classes finally end after this . Extra time to rush thursday assignments .

Stay up Late to finish assignmnets ..assignments assignments ......>.<'''

Thursday woke up at 9:00am .

Get ready at 10:10am-12:00pm for Fashion and body drawing .

Lunch break .

13:10pm-16:00pm , Basic Creative Design .

After this I will probably rush back to hostel to get my sewing material ready to fly hard to underground sewing room to practice hard ..

Damn never felt so helpless and idiot before ..

SO HARD TO SEW ~!!! EVEN WITH SEWING MACHINE ~!!

Back to hostel at 10:00pm.Continue staring at the laptop screen until midnight .

Friday woke up at 7:00pm

8:10am-10:00pm Theory of art and design class .

10:00am-12:00pm English class .

After this , Hurray ~!!

Another week coming .which means day per day .I will end my Uni life !

Okay .Until here for this post .

For Saturday and Sunday

I will probably rushing assignments or enjoying those entertainments activities that internet provides plus enjoying meals ~!!

Dan shui streets..

2007-09-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

Dan shui Night market .Everywhere is food , shops and food !!

Look everywhere is peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee

This ice cream is tall~!! About 20cm oooo!!Summore only cost rm 1.00 *V*

SPAGHETTHIIIIII~!!!!!CHEAP AND YUMMY HERE ~!!!!

RM 10 + free tea /coffee and soup !!

lamb rice with gravy ~!!yummy

Hello frens . Say hello ~!! Tomorrow she's going to face Taufan .

Bless her ..

Hope you are still outside my window when i wake up tomorrow .

dan shui harbour

Mirama

2007-09-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

Went to Mirama today .

It's my happiest day after 14 days being in Taipei ...Still need to complain my legs is so damn tired and pain ..muscel sprained ..

Been shooting and trying on a few modes to capture the best pic ..hehe

Twilight mode is brilliant ~!!!

Mirama is a shopping complex nearby my Uni , about 15 min to walk there >v< . I think it's outdoor is so much fun than it's indoor . Took a few picas there .

without twilight mode ><''

My classmate,and also Malaysian .She's skinny and about 147cm ..so small ..but dun guide ppl with their appearance !!!She's smart ~!! Although she's bigger than aboink ..but she's great ~!!She had been working for 5 years in Sing chou Newspaper before coming to study at Taipei .Hehe never thought of I will have a reporter fren in my life time .huek huek *v*

Hehe too dark..can't be seen .lol .I'm with my roomate in this pica .She's hilarous ..when I was with her I can giggle and be myself. She's always asking question ..and now asking again how to get rid of those ants ......>.<''' She's still playing hide and seek with those ants .

Okay two more ending picas ..Taken when walking back to hostel .The road is shining like stars above the sky . BEAUTIFUL~!!!!!!

Angel ,rabbit and devil woohoooooo I'm devil .ngahahahahahah.dun make me angry ~!!!I will tear off your skin from ya'll bone !!!

Taipei city service center

2007-09-12T09:43:00.000+08:00

眼睛好想睡。。

I'm very sleepy ..

昨天去辦了居留証，雁婷好棒~！！騎車戴我從學校一直到台北市服務站然後又吃了晚飯才放我囘宿舍。。她家住中和哦哦。。要一個小時才到。。但我不知在哪。。只知道很遠就是了。

Went to settle my registration in the Rebublic of China , My fren Yan ting from indonesia is so awesome ~!! She ride all the way long to there and bring me to dinner before sending me back to hostel .she stay quite far waay ..seem's like need an hour to reach skul from her place .I don't know where is it .But I felt soo thankful ~!!!Great ~!!

she's smoking outside while waiting for dinner serve.....

好像是第一次坐電單車那麽久。。坐到腳開開的。>v<'''

It's my first time to sit on a motorcycle for such a long hour ..my legs had been shaking after long ride all the way from Taipei city to Uni ..>v<'''

開學兩天了。。對老師介紹的店都不知方向..

Classes have started two days ago ..I have no idea what and where those places that all the lectures had said..

藝術史上得好累。。超級無聊。老師好陶醉在自己的世界裏。。。。而學生都聼得很不耐煩

Art history class is soooooooooo tired and bored . The lecturer seems dreaming in his own world ..students hardly listen to him .

好想學機車。。這樣就不用一直走路了。。很討厭看路牌，巴士牌。。可是騎車又要聞臭臭的煙。。。

Wishing to ride motorbike..so that i no need to walk ..I hate bus ,road signal ..But I have to smell those smoke..>.<'''

soul and mind

2007-09-07T17:32:00.000+08:00

Dad and Mummy had left Taipei....T____T

Yesterday night it was my first time to experience earthquake ..it was the worst earthquake of the year in Taiwan ..about 6.6 ...well the earthquake happen at lian country ..the distance between taipei and lian country is like the distance of kelantan and terrenganu ..which mean it's quite near from Taipei ..luckily our place is safe and sound ...but not for those form lian country . Bless everthing is fine here.

Woke up at 8am....I try to press my head hard on my pillow ..not wishing to wake up early...but the sun was already like a big spotlight ..sigh .

I had an foreign students mandarin test today ...all in traditional chinese , reading those tiny and complicated words makes me wanna tear up the exam paper.Doubting how am I going to get use to it ..2 more days class will start .everything in mandarin ..speaking in mandarin ..chatting in mandarin ,writing in mandarin ..listening to mandarin ..and all those road signal is in mandarin ...god ***** Not getting use with all those things yet ..school web is also in mandarin ..time schedule in mandarin ..all in traditional chinese ..so tiny and complicated .Chop my head off ..

Well , have been walking and running like hell ..looking around for buses ..and metro Taipei (lrt in mlys)..Damn everywhere is like pasar ...like our wet market ...crowded like hell~!!!! Thanks god the weather is not hell hot like Malaysia.

motor bike is as many as cars

101 tower ..second highest building in the world .

Top view of Taipei from 101 tower...

Shi Lin night market ,look at the board the girl'S handling,,she's walking around to introduce her stall....>___<"'

Bus board ...they have a few of them in one streets..>_<''' all in traditional chinese ...urgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Everyday sleep around at 1am .no more early bed time for me ...

Morning Malaysia

2007-09-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

mood of the day

6 more hours left . I will be flying .

MOrning at Malaysia

Night at Taipei ........

The feeling inside is'nt excited and happy .

Just thinking of to post some words up here before I leave Malaysia

Update for today post . So tired today ...my eyes is asking me to sleep ..but my mind dun want to ..

Here's some picas taken on the filght ...swt .an air stewardess saw and ask me not to do it ..sigh ..calm down maa'm I'm using flight mode ...Okay I noe I shud'nt turn on any electric ...

well ....my phone is consider low batt now...only 1% battery left ...and plus the plug here is different with Malaysia...not long later my laptop is goin toooo...sigh ..hope I can find the traveling plug tomorrow when shopping ...

sigh ....I'm very sleepy now ..Din take any nap on the plane ...coz watchin 2 movies continuously ..and the seats is not comfortable at all..well for those who ask my flight was China airlines.

Okay that's all for now . First day at Taipei ...Tomorrow will be another day ..and 5 more days gotta say sayonara to my belove daddy and mummy sigh ~******

picasssss

the end .....

2 more days

2007-08-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

Tra la la la . .2 more days left ...I 'm goin to fly to the place where I start my journey to future. Wondering what kind of life i will have and what kind of ppl i will meet ...who will be the person I will spend most of my time with ..will I enjoy my hostel ? Is my roommates friendly ? Where am I going to find an acupuncture doc to continue my acupuncture ..what Is my lectures look like ..Hope everone of them is nice and what if I can't hand in my assignment in time ...would they pissed off and kick me out the class..

Will I get desperate If i'm home sick ..will I manage to keep myself steady if I face problem ? There's so much thing to worry ..so much things to care ..

May my future full Of joy and knowlege ..May I meets alot of gud person and frineds .May Gods bless me all the time . Nammo ami tuo fuo..........

Me amigo's ~**

2007-08-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

Well ,saturday i don't need to shoot back to kl anymore, which means I can gather up with my frens hurray ~!

The journey to penang began . Mei xian pick me up at house and drive to penang ...later on we pick up Yi Qian and head off to Gurney for movie ..driving round and round for about 30 min for parking ..sigh ...mei xian got so geram ..and she gave up . i went down to pay the parking fees .. sigh ...know what ??They already found parking after i paid ...sigh again ..Finally it's show time ..Which movie should we watch ?? Okay let's watch ROUGUE ASSASSIN.

GUY'S the movie was sooooooo bored ....all bloody scenes and shooting scenes ..nah I dun like the show .

Dinner time ~!!
mei xian : let's go CHILIS ,never try before . u guys okay ??
me:anything , but it's quite expensive ...beha agree??
beha: umm can try .
Headin off to CHILIS..
Standing at the entrance deciding to go in or not.
me: are u guys sure ??it's quite expensive ..anybody is in low cash?? Let's decide after readin their menu..

after readin menu..
xian : so how ? Wanna go in ? or ?
beha:let's go somewhere else.
me :DOME??
xian:can ? lookin at beha .
beha :okay !!

DOMEEEEEEE

DOME'S catch of the day

Dessert at Ice Ice baby .

beha's ice cream

xian's watermelon

Mine is super sweet .Opps I missed out the piC

Sitting there sharing new songs ,transfering song and giggling bout lame joke's .Havin fun time shootin each other faces.

xian : ahahaha beha i got ur face .lol

smileeeee~**

Time flies , People change ..But we still having great time with each other alway's love u guys `!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm boring ...

TOA frens are having great time at penang ...and i can't make up to meet them . Guys I'm sorry I have to cross Penang bridge and take alot of roads to reach there..which meansit's quite far from my house..and plus I'm not able to drive alone . sorry for myself for not able to drive alone ..and sorry foR Domi..

Okay...another thing that bother me alot is ...I cannot make to gather with gud frens this saturday ...as we already plan to have a picnic , games and chit chats .... Have been excited .....but I CANT make it ...... I have to go back to kl and collect my belongings ....sigh ..another Sorry for myself and my dear frens..

...........................................................................................................................nothin more to say .........

Bridge to Terabithia

2007-08-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

http://disney.go.com/disneyvideos/liveaction/bridgetoterabithia/

Hey guys If you like adventure and fantasy story ,here's a nice one !!

It's sure great to have frens like them .Everyday dreaming in our own world of imagination is just soo fantastic .I wish i can draw like pro so that i can draw or compose it ...wow ..... If i can dream all about those thing I bet I don't want to wake up .Fairy Fairy ,elves , hobbits ......

I don't want to miss all interesting fantasy thought.

Claymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

A heart shape container..

2007-08-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

made of polyster and paper inside .... the polyster is so hard and i hardly shape it ..my fingers get so numb to press and shape ..

polyster again .. it came out a little bit burnt from oven.

making another cover ..coz the previuos one is burnt..sigh ..
n suddenly when i was bumping on the super hard polyster ..piank~~!!!!!!!
the bottle broke..making a container is not as easy as i think...
mum just smile and came in with broom n dustpan ...>x<'''

okayyyyyyyy ...the colour is a bit weird..
but arhhh
i'm sick of making this ...

Well I know you guys will ask why i'm doin this ....It's for my uncle .he need it to present ...sigh ...

Bokura ga ita

2007-08-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=5535

huaaaaa this episode is sad ..
anybody's interested in romance and love anime ?? well this is quite a plain anime but it sure will leave you to wonder by yourself .

Enjoy yea~!!

Muteki Kanban

2007-08-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Online Videos by Veoh.com

HU aahhhh .
I discover a new anime ..comedy type ..
okay ...3 more weeks to online as much as I can ...
watch watch watch watching hard

D20??

2007-08-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz at dicepool.com

You are the large, round, friendly d20! (You probably didn't know this, but the shape of the twenty-sided die is called an Icosahedron.) You are the friendly, outgoing, outspoken, leader of friends. You are often looked up to, even though you don't normally deserve it. Most other types secretly wish they were you, and you'd give them tips on how, if only you had a clue yourself. Your charisma is often all you need, but you have your occasional moments of brilliance as well--just never when it's actually needed. You are the all-around good guy, a dependable chum, a respectable foe, and an inspiration to those who need one. Who says you can't get by on a smile and good looks alone?

Domi I don't really think it's 3/4 somewhat true...err mayb in the future yes...
gwahahhaha.

To be a human sucks

2007-08-09T14:21:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i realise that what the hell of me for being naive and "gud girl". Deep inside me would like to try ciggy ,mixing with naughty and wild kids ..doin all those things that ppl kept saying not gud and dangerous ..well the only thing that i will never want to try in my life time is drugs . Thanx god my mind is still clear . Well why being a gud kids anyway ?? All about human life 's is live . We earn money to live , taking care of health to live, loving people to live becuse we can't live alone . Shit the hell of living. everybody are studying hard , working hard and bullshitting hard to live . It's all about living . Day after day ..working like hell and studyin like hell ...everybody's doing logistic things . everybody's is earning to build themselve a better condition . But the only thing at last is leaving . We have to go through this it's just becuse we are human being !!

Where's my fairy????

I don't want angel ..there just too clean and good???

The journey is just not easy at all.

2007-08-08T14:44:00.001+08:00

You make me sick ..you said you were tired to work and study ..I am sick of how to make you think positive ..You even told me you was thinking of clubbing and do things tat's just so not like you to do .I am worried ..what if one day you are not the person i recognize anymore .. since having a great time with each other . What if everything just gone bad .. no more ..

Life's not easy ..we don't get things easily .we have to work hard on it .
Friends cheer up , gud frens are alwiz there for you but bad frens are alway's ruining your life .

Now all i can say to you is work hard and study hard buddy !! You can do it !! one day you will be happy .cause you earn everything on your own without anybody .

The journey is just not easy

2007-08-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

i got my test!!

2007-07-31T21:25:00.001+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

love you can never tell.

2007-07-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

The Joy Luck Club, published by G. P. Putnam's Sons in 1989, presents the stories of four Chinese-immigrant women and their American-born daughters. Each of the four Chinese women has her own view of the world based on her experiences in China and wants to share that vision with her daughter. The daughters try to understand and appreciate their mothers' pasts, adapt to the American way of life, and win their mothers' acceptance. The book's name comes from the club formed in China by one of the mothers, Suyuan Woo, in order to lift her friends' spirits and distract them from their problems during the Japanese invasion. Suyuan continued the club when she came to the United States—hoping to bring luck to her family and friends and finding joy in that hope.

Amy Tan wrote The Joy Luck Club to try to understand her own relationship with her mother. Tan's Chinese parents wanted Americanized children but expected them to think like Chinese. Tan found this particularly difficult as an adolescent. While the generational differences were like those experienced by other mothers and daughters, the cultural distinctions added another dimension. Thus, Tan wrote not only to sort out her cultural heritage but to learn how she and her mother could get along better.

Critics appreciate Tan's straightforward manner as well as the skill with which she talks about Chinese culture and mother/daughter relationships. Readers also love The Joy Luck Club: women of all ages identify with Tan's characters and their conflicts with their families, while men have an opportunity through this novel to better understand their own behaviors towards women. Any reader can appreciate Tan's humor, fairness, and objectivity

Well , this movie gave me a deep thought. The love of one's is hard to see.
nothing is easy ..even to love somebody that you've known since you were born . there must be conflicts and arguments everytime ..but those are the way that we can learn how to love each other . What if you really don't feel or see ...let it be a mystery . Or you can choose to discover yourself. Anything you start to think of giving love , please think twice ..give the best and in the correct way .

Claymore~!!!!

2007-07-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

Teresa just appear for a few episode and die..bTW I already got another favourite claymore . aka no.3 wanna noe her name? found it out yourself ! This anime is super nice .. waitin for ep 16 ..sigh ..dunno when will release .. T+T

Show time!!

2007-07-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

Innocent Voices

The Story

More than 300,000 children presently serve in armies in over 40 countries.

Based on the true story of screenwriter Oscar Torres's embattled childhood, Luis Mandoki's Innocent Voices is the poignant tale of Chava (Carlos Padilla), an eleven-year-old boy who suddenly becomes the "man of the house" after his father abandons the family in the middle of a civil war.

In El Salvador in the 1980s, the government's armed forces are already recruiting twelve year olds, rousting them out of their classes at the local middle school. If he is lucky, Chava has just one year of innocence left, one year before he, too, will be conscripted to fight the government's battle against the peasant rebels of the FMLN. Chava's life becomes a game of survival, not only from the bullets of the escalating war, but also from the dispiriting effects of daily violence. As he hustles to find work to help his single mother pay the bills, and experiences the pangs of first love for a beautiful classmate, Chava's tiny home village becomes both playground and battlefield.

Armed only with the love of his mother (Leonor Varela) and a small radio that broadcasts a forbidden anthem of love and peace, and faced with the impossible choice of joining either the army or the rebels, Chava finds the courage to keep his heart open, and his spirit alive, in his race against time.

Hungry or not hungry ?

2007-07-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

I'm getting hungry ? or I'm hungry ?
Well , this morning I went to meet my dear friend , Mel at mid valley .
OMG !! It was so damn SUPERB crowded .. never been there for years . Faint~*
Wait for a long que to buy tickets . The announcer was really making people nervous ," HARRY POTTER FOR 12PM ,12.30 PM ,2PM ....and Transformer was sold out already ". It kept on announcing for about 3 or 5 times . Can't help .. so worried . Anyway we bought two seperate good seats ..and it was the last two seats of the show . Glad !!! actually we plan to sit on the stairs if the seats is bad .Movie time!!!! Oh come on you durian head !!! don't cha block my sight !! lol , Guess what . Let me teach u guys how to get ppl head of your sight . First time blow to their head ,second time harder and third time blow his Head OFF!!! YEAH !!this works!!Believe me !! lol!! Okay . Enuf. BACK TO SLEEP ..

为什么？

2007-07-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

虽然有时候，我们仿佛很难跟我们的家人诉苦，觉得他们一定不明白我们在想些什么，也许他们真的不明白。
可是这不代表他们一点都不关心你啊。
对我而言，家人无论如何发生什么事都回留在我们身边，默默地支持我们。
每个人的表达方式不一样，我们所要的，未必是我们家人所用的方式。
与其羡慕别人的家人怎么对待他们，不如珍惜我们身边的家人？

这是我个人的想法。
我觉得这也可以算是一个挑战吧，如果家人不了解我们在想些什么，那我们就试着用他们的方式来表达我们的心情，我们的一举一动。
如果不成功，那就再用别的方法，总有一天我们都回达到共鸣的。

一家人。

2007-07-12T13:26:00.000+08:00

当你有有趣的事想说，会不会找家人和你分享？
当你不开心想找人诉苦，会和家人投诉？？
当你遇到困难，家人是你解答的好帮手吗？
当你快乐，一起欢笑的会是家人吗？
家人不是应该无所不谈的么？家人不是应该是最关心我们的人吗？
家人应该是互相慰问，互相取暖。
家人应该是一起欢乐的啊。
家事是关于家人的事。家人的事就要和家人分享。要不然为什么是家人？
我不懂，为什么。。。。。

My homegrown plants

2007-07-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

These were my plants 2 weeks ago. The huge leaves are butternut squash. The right side are flowers which were only starting to bloom.My plants today. More flowers and vegetable leaves are getting bigger.
Butternut squash leaves are getting too massive so i have to replant them in a separate pot instead.
Cute basil plant growing by the window sill.

(My whole collection consists of pak choi, carrot, onion, spring onions, spicy peppers, butternut squash, phlox flowers and anthrinium (sp?). More pics will follow in the next few weeks if they grow well.)

I have to be stronger .

2007-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm too weak , or i'm too fragile.. or maybe you think i'm a boob.
Or i am too sensitive?
yeah there's sometime i am careless, out of my mind .. I'm sad I'm miserable ..THe only tHING that I dislike myself most .. There's the problem and the point that I am always out of my mind and make allot of mess around .. but what can I do ? I can't blame other's beacuse there's always my own fault .The problem that I have carry on since I was small ..there must be a reason why the god choose to let me live with the problem .

I know i've got the key how to solve the problem .. I was trying to change my life to a better place . When can I get it start ? Too much .. I will have to work harder if i want to live better . When can i wake up? Wake up and start making my life better ? I am too weak , or i'm too fragile .. When will I get stronger and live better ....

Floral twist ai.

2007-06-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

Illustration by jing jing .drop your comment please >v< ~*

Daisy

2007-06-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

Nice movie ,like it?? Can download at Baidu .com

Good news

2007-06-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

MUhahahahaha

Good news everybody!!
- Shih Chien university (Taipei) accepted
- nomore chinese med (temporary for this week only ) after 6 month Taking med.
- two more weeks redrawn from stupid - 623 bus
(it always need me to wait for a damn long time )
- Kelana Jaya bus station
- The ONE academy
Good news announcement end .

Where are you SANTA?

2007-06-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

I can still remember the feeling when I touch you,
I am so satisfied with every hug ,
I slept soundly with you beside .

Felt warm inside when thinking about you.
I remember how you look like and the colour of you.
I miss every touch of you ..

My dear Santa where are you ?

I am sorry I am too young to stop mum from throwing you .
I am sorry I don't even know where are you .
I am sad that now only I have thought of you after 10 years ago.
I wish I will found you somewhere someday , to touch you and hug you tightly .
Santa Santa i miss you so badly .

Santa Santa I miss you Dearly , you will be in my mind and heart always.

2007-06-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

here's an assignment for Design 2 .. I dun like it very much and do u guys think the baby look's like carrot?

2007-06-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

After battling with the Taiwan application process , I'm totally freak out allot now.

Let me tell you why. When you was thinking getting your own uni which you've selected ....but later on ..SHIT my name was under their Qiao da UnI list after few days later(which means their pre-U ,it's for those overseas student that can't get into their selected uni directly ),What the hell was that ? If I am smart enough to know this things is gonna happen , i will print it out and sue them for that.

And here comes the most headache thing...my dad kept telling you will not make it if you are going to study Qiao da..their level is very high and you will probably can't make it . And this lead to what??

I called up my former library teacher whom really helps me allot . I asked her how to apply under my own . Well , this is worse . First i have to called up my teacher and ask for another recommendation letter .This is just the beginning , about the application process.I had no choice but to asked my dad to help me settle all those really troublesome stuff. First you have to print a bank statement to prove that you have stable financial problem ,and you have to sent it to the Taiwan embassy which is at kl ..so my Dad have to travel down to kl from penang to have a chop on the statement , after settle then only you can sent the letter to the education office of Taiwan . Well, the Chop isn't free ,it's ringgit 100 ....Those stupid process really troublesome ..troublesome Taiwan ..Troublesome ,,,troublesome.

Okay ..Now everything is settle .Big thanks to my Dad , my mom and everybody that help . Thank you .Thank you and Big Hug . For now , the thing i can do know is to wait for another chance ... Am i going to study directly to degree or i have no choice but to study Qiao da ..

Well , I leave it to God .. I don't really mind if i have to study Qiao da . It's also a place for me to boost myself up , study math ,Chinese,history ,Geo,and those subjects all over again for one year . I dun mind ... But I do mind IF it will happen to be like what my Dad had say . Ah ...those things really make me mad , furious ...........

Maybe you can say think positive ,yeah ...I have to. I am not going to influence by my Dad :"You will not make it" . I'm going to break the cage and live in my own fantasies world .

Cheesy pics from Amsterdam

2007-06-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

I suppose this cheesy clog pic is a must on an Amsterdam trip.

Very cheesy cheese hahaha

Benita the windmill that no longer works.

Bouquets of tulips in the flower market. Keukenhof flower garden (the largest in Netherlands was closed just 4 days before I went there!). At least there's a flower market :P

More tulips

The narrowest house in Amsterdam. (It's the small one with only one window and cream walls, directly behind the jeep).

err...no comments...just thought the reflection of the building on the canal is nice.

Night view at Seven Bridges. Standing at this bridge, I could see seven bridges on the front, right, left and back.

my ad

2007-05-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

my most satisfied figure work

刚睡醒

2007-05-21T09:05:00.000+08:00

我刚睡醒，做了一个难吃死人的“THOUSAND ISLAND” 方便面。
很多东西想完成想要做，但事实在太懒惰。

人啊人你们醒来吧，生活中不需要什么富贵。

或者没什么重要，守护的东西也会随着时间而消失。

打开你那心边的门，听听到底想要得是什么。

自由。

想要飞翔，想要寻找，活着的需要。

Tulips

2007-05-18T05:00:00.000+08:00

This is London, not Amsterdam. BUT, I am going to Amsterdam in a week's time. Lol !

backstreet

2007-05-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

only the god knows

2007-04-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

Who knows what is happening
I 'm lost ;
I'm sad ;
I'm MISERABLE .

dON'T WANT TO TALK , dON'T WANT TO speak , DOn't ..Don't ..

I can't think .. CAN'T SEE ...
wHAT IS RIGHT ? wHAT IS WRONG ???? EVERYTHING appears to be less important ..

ARE u acting cute? or you are blind ? deaft? I refuse to open my mouth .. Shhh

Leave me wordless , DON'T ASK ME WHY .I am not going to explain .

There's a piece of me , still there's a piece of me are like
the sky
the sea
the earth

YOU the one who stomped on my soul , listen and remember.

I leave you with victory doesn't mean I losT .
I just don't want the sky turns red ,
I just don't want the wave gone mad ,
and I want peace .

Leave me wordless

my art work

2007-04-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

Life will be better.

2007-04-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

Hi everybody .. u guys r complaining so much that our blog shud b update.

College life's a new life !! What a life I have ..I dun really enjoy the city and the people around here too much , life's so rush and too much things to do , why don't they slow down their speed and enjoy life!!!!

Monday i have 2 class ,finished art and history of art .

Tuesday communication skill class ,this subject really kill my brain and bring my nervous out alot!!Anyway I'm not goin to be defeat and I can still manage to get 'B' for my every previous presentation .

Wednesday ...wow the most tired day of the week. Morning ,workshop class .This class is like sitting on a jet boat .Never clOse your eyes and ear orelse u will "ooops i missed out this part,how to make this out??!!".
Afternoon will be Design one class,well this subject is until 5pm and it's really paint alot!Tired ,BUT I did enjoy it.

Thursday ,figure art. This lecturer love to pressure us by giving us pieces of super hard figure drawing to hand in ..summore u will not get high marks ..no way ..so far I got only one 'b' and other's c+ or better c++ ,If c++ y dun they give b- ?

Friday !!life drawing . the most relax and boring subject ..haha .

THen here come Saturday ,the super duper lame subject PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA ..OOh come on I have spend soo much of my energy to draw ,think and paint.Just banned the subject please..Give me more time to sleep and please nooo class for saturday .Summore this class is like start on 9am and end at 10 pm ..shit !!! so I have to take bus home.

oKay I had finish complaining and I admit there's alot .Life still need to go on ..complaining is just a way to ease my stress .

My FRIENDS!!!!I MISS MY FRIENDS so much ,my life in high school and my small room in penang ,although it was a rent room .I miss it soooo much ,missing the moment naked around ,snaping self potriats, cooking maggi mee ,wake up late and rush like bee to school and get in thru the entrance of college > haha .The shortest way to school and safest...Now i am missing my everystep to school . WWWOOWW i miss my life in Penang !!Watch movie with gud buddies ,shopping ,eat korean food lah ,sushi ,tambun,thai,kochabi larh ,and alot!!!

Now I was hoping to have a chance to study abroad in Taiwan . Maybe life's so much better then now.. OlE oLE........amithabha, guan shi yin i can go taiwan ,,,i can go taiwan ,, Taiwan i'm coming """

God Bless Me !!!!

I'm very sick

2007-01-25T13:13:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I went to "dian mai" with my Siam Ee...

Guess what ? I've asthma...I never known I have asthma .In the past I've seen some of my friend suffering from asthma ..they can't take part in sports..and I still remember I was running breathlessly for the 400km racing competition...MAN!! it was really though.. FIUH ,,,luckily my asthma didn't burst out that time...and I was still willing to walk and run freely without worrying that I did not bring along my asthma thingy along?huh??

Well, I have to control myself for not taking too heavy food like beef,

fish and much more...the point is I can only have light food.

Die or not?

IF I didn't control I will be suffering from asthma in sixty age..

BUT then I'm not too worry about dying..Why ?Because I don't' like to be a human being..

Hm wait , what if I have my own family in the future and I need to stay healthy for them??So that they won't need to spent too much money for my medicine fees ...

That's what I hate about being a human being...

If u dare to die ...u still need to suffer the pain ..those pain that it's hard to explain and it's really killing every part of your body..

So stay healthy every time ..you will not know when is your turn to lie on the bed ..

2007-01-09T12:35:00.001+08:00

Wahhhh ...it's just too windy ..

I can't breathe properly that's why my mouth is opened so widely ..haha

Dart River trip

Happy New Year

2007-01-09T07:00:00.000+08:00

It's already 7 years past the millenium and 3 years since I started my degree and finished it now. Time really flies, or perhaps it never did. For the past 6 years I have achieved many things and I wouldn't want to shorten the 7 years into just a few years. I heard this saying somewhere a while ago, if you want to chuck away a number of years, which year do you want to erase?

I suppose I would say none. Of course, there are many upsetting events which I may want to forget, but then again, I have become stronger and more determined as a result. I believe that downfalls are just there to mould you into a better person. The joyful events are to remind you that life is always beautiful and each day is just as pretty as the other.

Every single day may just be a normal and unexciting day. Nonetheless, we are all learning from all our surroundings, little by little, day by day.

Enjoy this new year. :)

Life tragedy

2006-11-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking this since last month . I was a terrified to turn into a 20 years old girl...

There's no way to turn the time anti-clockwise. As time passes by ,day after day ,month after month and years after year ,we will turn into an old nanny one day , carrying white hair, wrinkles,flabby arms that you can imaging it's flapping when u wave goodbye and perhaps some cellulite ??

Well when I was a kid I was thinking to grow up fast so that I can do
whatever I want without someone's permissions I was afraid to grow up ,because there's so much things to worry about..what I'm suppose to do ,it's right or wrong?,what will happen if I done something really wrong?can I find a good job..etc.See ,life's so complicated..

Luckily i've got a great support , I don't need to worry to much about money.. .. Anyway,may my life is full of meaningful things and I will be proud of it.

Leave to Remain

2006-09-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

After months of long wait...the time has come! I've got a work permit and now, my Leave to Remain so that means i can stay in this country for the next 2 yrs to work. I have no idea when I can start work..hopefully soon as i'm running out of money. I really don't understand why a work permit is different from leave to remain and I have to pay £500 to stay in this country??

Anyway..how this work permit and leave to remain work...first the company applies a permit for u, then u apply for this leave thingy so that u can stay in the country...but doesnt a permit allow you to stay in the country anyway??? I think it's just a strategy for them to make money don't u think?

The thought of having to start work soon is indescribable...i'm quite nervous and worried actually but at the same time i'm anticipating the new life that awaits me..hope everything turns out well and i won't do anything stupid at work ( i always have this feeling that i'll screw up at work and i'm not as good as they think i was when i had the interview)

curious

2006-07-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

I was in my swollen eyes now..

I've been staying here for two week's that I was still enjoying my own space .Too glad that there's no one bugging me ,and I have had my ear silence from chatting.

but there's still something I hate here..The auntie was so money faced and she's such a mahjongs freaks ,she even had a mahjong room with two mahjong table and two aircond inside!!The second thing is she play it everyday..What an obasan.

I'm itching!!I'm wondering why they had mosquitoes to be one of the creatures in our world .Hate it!!

89 days left from my uec examination....
everyday I kept reminding myself to study hard ...Do preparation for some subjects..Do more math excises,read more English ..But it end up with I am so lazy getting all the things started a big day dreamer ...
dreaming that it would be great if one day everything became to dust ..And there is only zero ..No universe no planet no earth..What would it be like yeah???Ha..

what so important

2006-06-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

i had have a conversation with my friend just now..and i was not very happy about it!at the first i'm just wanting to tell her that i had known something about the incident that happen this afternoon...then i bring out that i've ask to see my report book from the teacher.well,in that time she start to argue with me that why i have'nt help to see her's ,plus showing her faces ...ohh gosh ..

what's so important ? because of his/hers result one can do their faces to somebody else?

What's happened?

2006-06-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hey the colour of the page is different now?
What happened to the old one? I like the old one.....
Where's my chatterbox???? Di mana engkau????
Miss Daffodils...u better answer me

2006-05-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

nice huh???
i found this pic in my picture file ..hehehe

Bye Pensions project!

2006-04-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

I finally submitted my report about an hour ago along with my Excel spreadsheets to show my calculations...yay!
I don't like doing projects, they are always so time consuming(I have another Life Office one due in 2 wks!). My finals are only exactly a month away and I still have to dwell on my projects....argghhh
Well..at least....I don't have to think about my Pensions stuff anymore..except for the stuff required for exams... all the projected unit, entry age, future accruals, liabilities, mortaility tables, the GREAT analysis of surplus, DC & DB scheme bla bla bla.. all these actuarial terms..i suppose i have to bear with them for the next good 20, 3o years unless I retire at the age of 30!
Then do nothing...
That's nice :)

The Vietnamese flu bug

2006-04-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

My Vietnamese flatmate was down with serious flu last week. This week, my good friends are struck with the same virus as well. I have been a good girl, having orange juice, Amway's vitamin C's, lots of fruits and veg everyday. I am certain that nobody will be catch his disease if it wasnt for his way of tackling his illness. He spat everywhere...even in his own room..where there is no sink at all! I wondered how he disposed his 'bacteria'. Having my room right next beside his gives me creeps.
On a light note, I managed to get my retainers removed after 2 years! Yay! Previous appointments with the dentist failed as I couldnt manage to get the form which allows me to have free medical n dental treatments. I just got the letter few days ago and boy was I lucky. I called for an appointment the following day, expecting that I have to wait at least 2 months for my next appointment. The wonderful nurse told me the amazing news that I can have mine the next day!
So...I am a happy girl now..with no retainers....BUT! I still have tonnes of revision to do! :(

Frustration

2006-03-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

I had this interview practice session with my uni careers service today and a number of my classmates were present as well. I was so disappointed realising that some of my classmates have stated in the CV; their degree as actuarial maths and stats rather than actuarial maths and stats AS THE MAIN SUBJECTS! People reading this may wonder what difference does it make? Well it does because students opt for the main subject degree because it is EASIER. I am just surprised that though they have chosen main subject degree, they claimed that they are still doing the specialist course, which I find unfair and appalling.
I felt really angry as I';ve worked so hard for my degree and have still been able to remain in the specialist course. I now think that my hardwork has all gone into the bin as I'm sure that I am now up against people who lied about their degree title and also a lot of things which they have put into their cv which are not true.
Thinking of what happened today, I have sort of given up hope of getting a job fairly as now I do believe that people would do anything just to secure themselves a job.

At least I'm glad I'm honest and that God knows everything. I am grateful for God is with me.

miserable.

2006-03-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time I haven't stop by ..Well I'm kinda lazy nowadays especially these day,it's burning my pants off ..Not mean to b rude but it's really roasting!!Because of the weather I wish to jump into a cool pool ..Did anyone know if there's one exist??Well ..Let's go through to my main topic for this post..

How can somebody pretend to don't know when there's mistake on their own...
I said so because I was kinda sad for being not able to improve my cello skill in a short time,since I was 16 years old I begun my cello lesson until now it had been 4 years long course !!One must improve in such a long time..But I'm improving my playing skill but not yet for putting more feeling in it??!! And my mum kept mumbling bla n bla ...Making me more concern in this problem..So how can one will b beside me all the time to correct my mistake..Nobody ..
although there's teacher to teach me but I felt that I still not good enough for it..Well I'm really not getting through it!!!!!!!!!!!I wish that one day I could suddenly realise all the thingy about cello ...Sounds good?Huh?!!!Well..dunno when ..It might be not happen ..

Raspberries

2005-12-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

Rather inappropriate pics for winter but...just a recap of the fruits of summer

Beginning and the End

2005-12-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hopefully today I can manage to tell my manager that I'm quitting...not because he cut down my hours and as a result I have to take a bus back home at such late a time but it's time to concentrate on my finals.
On a separate case, I have to talk to my summer job manager soon and ask if she needs more people before Christmas...just to earn a bit of extra cash before I quit for good after Christmas!
Oh I went window shopping yesterday and saw many nice clothes but they are too pricey.. perhaps Boxing Day will be the day to start clothes hunting! :)

First snow in November

2005-12-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

First snow experience in November...it's a bit too early for snow but well..its fun!

What can I do?

2005-12-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

This is the first time that I managed to pass an interview after 2 failures, however before allowing me to proceed to the next stage, I am told that the company doesn't employ people who need work permits...
Oh well..what can I do? I am starting to feel numb about job applications. KPMG cancelled my interview the last minute ?? They have made offers to people already..but I got my interview booked a month earlier before the cancellation... surely they should interview people whom they have invited first before making any decisions... AGAIN..what can I do?
Its really hard getting a job in the UK ..the recruitment process is so long and nerve-wrecking.. It drains one's brain and mind mentally and emotionally...Cheers to those who manage to pass all the stages...Each company will have an average of 3/4 stages... haih....
I hope to get a job here..after all I need to qualify as an actuary but it's really hard to qualify in Malaysia and with the menial wages...how can you pay for your exams? Plus, all actuarial students pay so much to get a degree ... and after that it's as if that you haven't gained anything from it...
What can I do? Persevere??be optimistic??Let it be??

God shall decide

dream

2005-10-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

惹了一大堆的不愉快,
看见了人生的喜和悲.
问自己是否还可微笑,
问自己是否还是伤悲.
人间你我心已枯发了,
人间你我何时再慈悲.
没有多少人会去为自己的行为负起责任,
也没有多少人会回头看自己的事事非非.

Farewell

2005-10-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to my only one and the only grandfather I had.

you are so sick and had left us on November 27th 5:00pm..

happy for you that u had recovered your pain .You sleep in peace and will wake up in a place of joy .May god bless you and enjoy your new life at somewhere else and i will always keep you inside my heart ..Never forgot ...your careness and the warmth that you've send for us..

i'm glad that you've been my grandfather .

thank you.

i hate it when it happen

2005-09-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

ppl out there isn't rite ..sometimes they even bring anger to strangers,know what ?they think they are great!!fooling around and make your life getting harder.i'm hating this kind off ppl ..back off!!!
please don't spoilt my day and let me live in peace.
May god alway's beside me.

twin tower

2005-09-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

i take this photo at august 27th when i pay a visit ti kl .The view of world tallest tower..Twin tower

guilty

2005-05-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

I can hear tat's someone calling me...calling me to leave everything beside...
i can't hardly breathe...i hate wut i'm doin now...
waitting the time to stop ,god please make the worls stop spinning..

Gr8 trip! :)

2005-04-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

On tuesday, Christina, Milin, Chen and myself rented a car to travel around north england, well eventually we also travelled to the mid part of england...I'm proud to say i rented the car as only drivers above 21 yrs of age are allowed to rent the car. I'm not the oldest but chris's license has expired. well though i rented the car, i didn't drive coz i forgot how to drive a manual...hehe..malunya...anyway on tuesday, we wen to lake district, the scenery was beautiful, something like scotland but possibly its the most beautiful part of england...we picnicked by the jetty, and the swans and ducks came over, thinking they could get food from us, to no avail unfortunately. Then, we went to Lancaster(nothing special), and then to Blackpool(England's answer to Las Vegas, and Malaysia's Genting Highlands). It was particularly quiet cos its not summer yet and when we reached the place it was already evening. The beach was rather nice and clean. We saw the rollercoaster..(the biggest/highest in UK i guess). you could see so many hotels and b&b just at the road in front of the beach and you can imagine how busy it can be in a few months time...Then we headed into Preston, just a small town, thinking that we could get some nice accommodation. However, we realised that Preston is not a tourist area and there are only a few hotels(the dodgy ones i mean) in the city centre. We managed to get a room for £30. 4 of us slept together on a large bed and chen had difficulty sleeping properly cos he's a guy and he tried to avoid not to sleep too closely to milin...lol..
on wednesday morning, we woke up pretty early and ventured into manchester. It's a really big city and the buildings do not look particularly nice nonetheless. We went to old trafford and took pics of the stadium (its a must if u're in manchester).
Then we went to the chinatown(that's another reason we're there for). there's a msian restaurant but its closed. it wasn't noon yet so we got some buns(pineapple bread..'poh loh pau' and wife's biscuit..'lou poh peng')...they were quite yummy..
when noon came, we had dim sum in the restaurant..dim sum was not bad but when the bill came, we were all in shock.!!!! we only had to pay £3 perperson for the meal and i must admit we had a lot of dim sum and we were stuffed...we were really happy with the price and quality of food and vowed that we must come again in the future...
we then headed into leeds..which is nicer compared to manchester..lots of nice big buildings...then we drove up to york..we spent a lot of time finding car park ..the city is really nice because it's really compact with lots of nice wee shops around...yorkminster is impressive and magnificent but it was raining when we got there.
Then, we went to newcastle(just to look at angel of the north..nothing great)...then took a different route back to edinburgh...a route which passes by carter bar(which shows the stones saying borders of england-scotland)...our journey back took such a long time and it was raining on and off...it was even snowing half-way for 30secs or so..we finally arrived edin(our home sweet home) at almost 11pm...we were all tired, chen especially for driving throughout most of the journeys..but the trip was great...lots of laughs in the car...and lots of comical things happened too..hehe..
~*sim

i'm just so small

2005-04-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

What r u goin to study after school?What course??

many of them asking each other................

i can't stop thinking..

why shud i wasting my time for those stupid subjek in school... i can just spread my wings and fly far far away .To the places i use d to like and suhd use to be..

I'm alway's wondering...Many of them with nothing to do..why??Dun they have their own dream?can't they understand our feeling?just let us fly away ...to the world of our fantasies.

Cause only you and me understand ..there's alway's so much things to think...

There's alway's something inside our mind...something that we can hardly figure out neither realise.

There's something alway's

we can't quite figure out

everything seems unreal

everything seems unright

we are just one little tiny life in this world..........just one tiny thingy

jing~*

Comments

2005-03-30T03:26:00.000+08:00

Pls feel free to drop some comments about this daffodils pic i took ...